“Stand up and force yourself to be accountable.
This isn’t something that is asked of us often. We go about the daily grind, mindless of what is going on around us. Accountability in this world is a fading art. There are few who will ask it of us and it is even more difficult to ask of ourselves. No matter if you are the sole trigger of the apocalypse, or just suffering through a bad day, stand up.
At some point, we stopped doing this. We, as humans and individuals, started scapegoating our problems. We look to the weaker to place blame, and to the stronger to absorb it. To look a problem in the face and say ‘this is my fault’ is a rarity and only the strongest of characters are capable.
We consider information from others as authority instead of seeking the answers first hand. We stopped searching for a deeper meaning because the face value was enough. Information causes pain. Answers cause pain. We have stopped standing up to face our problems and our fears because we are afraid of dealing with the pain behind it. We let our troubles rob us of our voice.
So force yourself to stand up and be accountable.
Admit that you are the reason you had a shitty day. That if you had taken five minutes to breath and get out of your head, you could have absorbed the problem yourself. That you could have salvaged the rest but chose to remain in misery.
Admit that the apocalypse is coming and you are to blame. That maybe you cannot fix everything on your own. That people are going to hate you for what you did.
Fear the fear, not the pain. Strength comes.
It comes from standing up and taking responsibility.”